But I've had so many dreams. A lot of them revolve around film production but it's all behind camera because I can't act to save my life! It's been animal trainer, animal co-ordinator, writer, even director at one point.
Then I had my author dream were I just wanted to write and write books not like Suzanne Collins because that's setting standards impossible high but like Lauren St. John. Because I adore her One Dollar Horse books.
And then there was my musician dream. Wow. That one lasted a while but no one knew about it. I wanted to become a songwriter and maybe write/co-write with some amazing artists. I couldn't really write though so.....
And now I have the biggest, most impossible dream ever. No one knows and I don't want anyone to know. It's so embarrassingly impossible. It's never going to happen so, I don't know why I want it so bad. I can't do anything to make it more possible for myself but I can't stop wanting it.
That is why I hate being told to always follow and work for my dream. I can't.
And while we are here, if my dream was possible and had nothing to do with school, could I drop out?? Because I hate that place with a passion!
Oh! I've been sorta busy, hence no quote of the day since Thursday but I'll pick it back up tomorrow!
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